Initiation

Posted by:
Jiggo registered
at 05/06/2007, 15:46:11



Just a question, am I initiated? I've done the initation in December and I do the kriya, not every day, sometimes I can't, is this wrong? Do I have to do the complete program every time or can I do sometimes only the kriya or only the God yoga? I do it like this:

1. Maha Mudra *3
2. Navi Kriya *4
3. Kriya Pranayama (*4 right now)
4. God Yoga

Sometimes so many dark thoughts come to my mind during this meditation I'm scared to continue, what am I doing wrong? OR do I have to go past this self created dark dreams? This happened yesterday as I wanted to scream, but people were in the house so I hold the scream in me.

I did not know I can choose you as my guru... I am only now becoming aware what a privilegue is that I have found you and I felt not worthy enough you to be my guide... would you be my guru even after you leave the physical existance? I'm young and before I'm ready you will probably leave here...but I don't want anyone else to guide me.

This leads me to another question about this spiritual person that I sometimes go to, he is not really my guru, but a reiki teacher and he is teaching me reiki and healing and such. is it wrong that I go to him and/or should I stop?

Modified by Jiggo at Sun, May 06, 2007, 15:53:13

Replies To This Message:

God Love You achieve the goal you learn and work to achieve hans 1 Sun, May 06, 2007, 17:40:56
God Love I feel what is right and what is wrong, I don't need no words. Jiggo 3 Mon, Jun 18, 2007, 17:39:13
God Love When you know it all .. hans 1 Mon, Jun 18, 2007, 18:30:18
Even if so Jiggo 1 Mon, Jun 18, 2007, 21:26:58
God Love Guidance needed is already published hans 0 Tue, Jun 19, 2007, 01:36:54
please don't give uplink briget 1 Tue, Jun 19, 2007, 20:13:59
Hello Bridget & Gopu Jiggo 1 Fri, Jun 22, 2007, 15:10:14
I am sure you can handle electricity... gopu74 1 Fri, Jun 22, 2007, 16:51:35
God Love Thank you & Goodbye Jiggo 0 Sat, Jun 23, 2007, 16:43:51
God Love Sometime the contradictions may lead you to a higher truth !!!link gopu74 0 Wed, Jun 20, 2007, 01:21

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